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☠ Your Faithfully

CHAN ST(:
2x December 199x
Pei Hwa Secondary
Capricon
Fifteen going Sixteen


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Now Playing :
Angels brought me here

It's been a long and winding journey
But I'm finally here tonight
Picking up the pieces
Walking back into the light
To the sunset of your glory
Where my heart and future lies
There's nothing like that feeling
When I look into your eyes

My dreams came true
When I found you
I found you
My miracle

If you could see what I see
You're the answer to my prayers
And if you can feel
The tenderness I feel
You would know
It would be clear
That angels brought me here

Standing here before you
Feels like I've been born again
Every breath is your love
Every heartbeat speaks your name

My dreams came true
Right here in front of you
My miracle

If you could see what I see
You're the answer to my prayers
If you could feel
The tenderness I feel
You would know
It would be clear
That angels brought me here

Brought me here to be with you
I'll be forever grateful
(Oh forever grateful)

My dreams came true
When I found you
My miracle

If you could see what I see
You're the answer to my prayers
And if you could feel
The tenderness I feel
You would know
It would be clear
That angels brought me here
(x 2)


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Wednesday, July 23, 2008
0 comments @ 7:37 PM

Warning : Not for minorities.

P.S: If you hate vulgarities,
I doubt you will like me in anyway.
So, Scram off before it's too late. (:

& if anyone thinks that you know me,
please, think twice.
I looked around me.
People around me.& they claimed to be friends.
Friends? Are they?
I won't answer that question.
But at least, you will know it.
If you think it's you, then it's you.

Screwed up by my father.
Really feeling super fucked up.
Sigh.
Been long since I blogged with
hokkien vulgarities and stuff.
Now, I find it hard to use them. -.-
But still, I felt so hopeless
when I have to face the reality..

& who will know the agony in me?
You people always say things you don't mean.
It hurts. If you can't do it, don't promise it.
People say home is the best place.
For me? I find this ridiculous.
At home, I felt like a thief.
Even if I wanna cry, I can't.
I can't even cry back at home.
Ironic? So I just keep on running away.
Away from my problems,
hiding every single stuff.

After so much years.
So much years of endurance.
I need a break.
A break from everything.
How I wish.
How I wish to sleep forever..

Sorry for my rantings.
Bye world.

Be happy. How to?

& I'll hold on. (:


Tuesday, July 22, 2008
0 comments @ 7:15 PM

Pretty lucky that he called me at 6.05 today.
If not, most probably I will end up skipping school again.
My inefficient dad called around 6.38? Lol. -.-

Cut my thumb last night.
Not too deep to kill, yet too lightly to be faint. -.-
It was an ACCIDENT. Oh well.
Blood have yet to fully clog as it's still kinda bleeding.
I'm amazed the rate those blood came flowing at.

Asked Wifey to bring plaster.
End up, she forgotten. Sigh.
SS was amusing, with Mrs Ali joking and all.
Took 1 plaster from general office,
1 from physics lab, & 2 from chemistry lab.
Physics, we had to use oil.
*ahem*, like oil prices are shooting high up now.
Chemistry lab was a stink bomb.
What a turn off.

During math, Ms Ada Tan told me
that I had not paid, for my TYS.
Oh gosh. It's money again.
Where on earth can I find money in a short time?
Dad certainly won't wanna pay.
Step-mom sure bitch around. Crap.
Money is perhaps, another issue I face.

Heard that Danny's dad just passed on.
My sincere condolences.
Bang, Ming Xuan & gang are visiting
the wake tomorrow.

After school, went Library to do math.
Bang came in & we crapped.
He's waiting for Ming Xuan.
Then we did some math.
Bang & Hopper did 2 questions for me. :/

Mood was horribly dampened after that.
Not cause I was angry.
Perhaps I was disappointed. Or confused?
Or maybe I just thought too much.

Bye world.

To last, seemed so impossible.
With the rate of apology I get from you,
I doubt so, seriously.
It ain't your fault. But you always apologise.
I just thought that we might give ourselves
sometime to understand each other better.
After all, we might not be the one
each of us are looking for.
I don't know.
Whatever it is, sorry for ignoring you.
&,yea, do be back safely from Malaysia.

& I'll hold on. (:


Monday, July 21, 2008
0 comments @ 4:36 PM

Don't know what to say uh.

Lol. Alarm woke me up at 5.10.
Then went back to sleep. ._.
Dad called back at 5.45. x.x

Went for breakfast @ Kou Fu.
Then went school.
Mel like so dao today. ):
Then had P.E.
Free & easy time uh.
Played badminton.
Watched Joel & friend play volleyball.
Was super funny uh! :D
But was shocked when one shot

landed infront of my face. x.x

Had Chinese period.
Went study corner uh.
Then initially pair with Zi Ming de.
Then Ming Xuan no group.
So he joined us uh. :D
HE SUPER PRO IN CHINESE!
%&$)&&%^#%

Went to change into Malay costume.
I thought I looked weird.
Super pai seh uh!
I thought the fold is at the back.
But turns out to be at the side de. :X

Math was boring. x.x
Feeling giddy then I smsed Leo.
Keep myself alert ba.
Thanks for the concern anyway. :D

Went for assembly.
Super lame lo.
Nicholas not sporting de. T.T
Went back to class take photo.
Those bunch of crappers are LOVES! :D

Walking out of school,
Bang chased after.
He damn lame uh.
Just ask me if I am going home to play. x.x
His class super lucky sia.
Free treat from teacher. :X
Walked out of school.
Realised that I forget change money,
went back just to change. LOL.
Just random. x.x

Home & blogged.
Bye world. (:

Heard that sorrowful tune?

& I'll hold on. (: